Friday, December 24, 2010

Being An Aries

If you're into astrological signs and definition then this post/blog isn't for you. I just know about my own and who I get along with.

I am an Aries woman a "true" Aries born in the first two weeks in April as I heard it AND whatever that means. I have always been a weird little child since birth, and this is one of the reasons why my dad looks at me and says "my little wildflower" while shaking his head as if he's trying figure me out. I know that when he says this he truly loves his "outside of the box" little girl.

It's hard being an Aries even though we lead the astrological pack, we are probably the most misunderstood. We're known to be cocky, know it alls, and tell you what's on our minds, but in all honestly we are just really for sure what we're saying is right even when we know that we maybe wrong. LOL! Other than Aries being some kind of control freaks we are very caring people. We'd rather hurt than you hurt and all the time we wear our hearts on our sleeves. We also are in our heads a lot and ponder on why we are so very different. Most of us cope with our differentness. Some just can't accept it. Some a movie stars.

I know it took me many years to come to an understanding that I am different. I see the way some look at me on the choices of clothing that I wear, how I do my hair or the bling out labret underneath my chin. Some people were dying to be in a world that was only made for one person and that is myself. I love who I am and who I have become. This is just a rambling day for me. Til' next year folks..

Friday, December 3, 2010

The Emotional Road to Success

Last night I was going to post, since I haven't in awhile I had my guns ready to have a enlightened chit chat with you all. It seemed so great and inspiring but when I came to my computer, nothing came out. The things I wrote seemed forced and I didn't want to do that to my readers. Times are hard, they are. Even though I wrote my very first graphic novel it's not like anyone has seen it nor have they talked about it. I just need a new target audience. And I have to admit (which I hate to admit) that my boyfriend was correct about where and who I should target first. Welp that's where I am going and facing my fears and reach that audience.


To be an creative person in New York without any real connections is harder than trying to get a yellow cab to go to Brooklyn and I have given up. *Sigh* I know what I need to do and asking the already famous friends that I have isn't enough, even I can hear some type of jealousy in their tones when I talk to them. How sad. But I digress.......


See ya soon. :)