I AM YOUR HERO!!

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I WANNA BE A MODEL!!! FORD CAN YOU HELP ME!!!!

Yes I said it. I'm 32 and people always think that I am a model. But I was sometime and that's because I was on the heavier side of life. NOW Since I think I can do this modeling thing now. I am gonna put up some pics of my sexy self and let the world see me for the beauty that I am. LOL! Oh yeah also I got featured on HEY FAT CHICK blog. Please visit the site.

You Just Cannot Poke and Pull Me

Have you ever felt in life that people will try to poke and pull you into something that you aren't?

I have been dealing with this all of my life and when I don't move the way that people think that i should be...things go uphill. Whatever. I like me feel good about who I am and who I am becoming and nothing is better than that.

I am moving forward with my writing creations and bringing out new superheros to light. I have started on a new journey about another graphic novel that I am excited to work on while I am finishing up with my first one "Dreams About Derek".

"Dreams About Derek" is picking up and just in mid-production. Even though I feel like I want it to just be launched today, I know that the more time and concentrated time is going to make this epic novel attractive to all eyes. And that is the message that I want to portray.

The website is going to be updated real soon, so please my readers just bare with me while I am making those changes and the ashcan will be available to read online. I am so proud of my of my work and so proud that I actually got it done. Now on this new adventure I know what to expect of myself. There is nothing better than self satisfaction in your life. Nothing like it and I want to keep on going with this momentum and never let it go. To all my dreamers. Keep dreaming and make it into a reality.

Spec Boogie Video Bed Stuy

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Hard Knock Life

It is a Hard Knock Life and I think everyone is feeling it now. I know I am and trying to keep an positive outlook on life takes much more energy than I have right now. Trying not to cry every few min is even harder. Not that I am being lazy, I am taking all the avenues that I have access to and nothing seems to want to work. Damn economy!!! Damn the government and damn all those greedy bastards that shoveled all the money in their pockets.



What gives and how do we live? It is really as bad as they say or are they keeping us on a string like rats scrambling for any crumb that they can find.

LOL it's all good though. We gon' make it!

Ahhh Things Are Tight But They Get Better

So as it seems my life wants to cave in around me, I still see the light and I am moving forward. Since I have made myself an author I feel good about my accomplishments in getting all of my writing done. I am this close to getting "Dreams About Derek" out in the public eye. I had write another short story that will be done and illustrated by the end of this month. I am so excited. My first project done and I cannot be happier about it.

Since my creative juices have been flowing I have started another Graphic Novel which honestly the name met set some people off, so I think I am going to rename it. *shrugs* Yeah, Yeah.... I know why change something that I feel is great, welp because a lot of folks would be mad at me personally and I cannot have that. But I will titled it to what I like.

This adventure has been great and I am throughly enjoying every second of it. Oh my I forgot I will be attending the East Coast Black Comic Convention this March. YIPPIE!! Until then take are people.

Please visit my website www.dreamsaboutderek.com the short story will be on the site.

I HATE THIS ECONOMY

I hate it because they are just picking on the little people. The greed of this country is settling in, no one is happy with what they got. I don't even have enough to pay my rent and it's sad. While I wanted to figure out what I wanted to do in life, when I finally found my nitch.... GUESS what the economy blew up. When I want to be educated I seem to have the tough time trying to get back into school. And when I was going to apply the financial aid wants it back. Good luck with getting my lil bucks. I can't buy food, all of my pants have holes in them, and I am writing my first novel in hopes that I can move room into my life. I have a great boyfriend, but I cannot even enjoy him because I have all this heap of stinking dog shit on me. I don't even have any tears left that I can squeeze out because I am so frustrated. How does a person like me end up like this?? I'll let you why because I am too nice to take advantage of people and to do them wrong or harm. I know how it feels.

I am going to be 32 and I have never had a credit card and I have always had terrible bosses even though I am great to them. I have been used and abused yet I look to the brighter side of life and say to myself that this is all temporary. And it will be temporary if I have to die trying to make it happen my god it will be.

I am not much for praying. I haven't been in awhile because I just haven't. But I am going to keep going, I am going to break through that wall and make sure it will happen. It will.