So I got called a "Nigger"

So a big Russian guy comes in my job and calls me a "Nigger" because no one was available for a massage. I already knew what he was looking for...a hand job and when I told him I do not have anyone available he proceeds to yell and tells me that I am racist because he's a Russian and I am a "Nigger".

This is one of those times where I went off but before I did I went outside of my body just to make sure I was seeing this clearly. I was sitting down at the desk. He must have thought that I was short because when I stood up I was looking him in the eye. (He wasn't expecting that).

I told him to get out shooed him out the door. I shouldn't get this upset about it but I was. Just makes me aware of how much racism and ignorance is still out there. I am pretty sure he thinks Obama has something do to with me telling him no. Lol!

I cannot lie and say that it didn't sting because it did. The only reason why I cried is because I was at work and I couldn't hit him. The last time some white man called me a "Nigger" I made sure he would never step to any black women and say that shit again. But then I wonder; This is the 3rd time in my life where a white male has called me that.... do I look that vulnerable? Hmmm...

OLD SKOOL pics of Mama & Daddy

This pic is my Dad and Uncles at my cousins baby shower cira 1978! lol!

The Pic with my Mom and Dad had to be when I was 5.

Perfect Parts Pilates!!

I am gonna make a date to do this soon. Will be back with a follow-up.

Ms. Dallas Fuentes (Pilates Instructor)


www.perfectpartspilates.com

Happy Easter and All but....

I know I should feel Happy about this Easter but it's bitter sweet. While I have a new family, I miss my family and wish they were closer. But the love from them and us remembering each other is well worth it.

My heart right now is raw. Because I cannot get my mind wrapped around what's going on in Trenton, NJ. with A 7-year old lil girl being sold by her step-sister and raped by grown men.

http://wcbstv.com/local/sex.underage.sister.2.1603444.html

It's Easter Sunday and the last thing this little should have on her mind is healing mentally and physically from some men hurting her and threatening her life. My God have we humans come to a point where we have no hope for life that we become barbaric people? I was 19 when I was rapped and you don't get over that when someone hurts you like that and the fact that she is a baby, they both are babies??? My first reaction to this story is that all of those men involved should be beheaded on a stand in front of witnesses. Barbaric and just. Hell I would do it myself.

That baby should be Easter Egg hunting with a pretty white dress with white gloves and black shiny shoes, having fun with other kids her age. Now she's suffering from nightmares and facing fear and it saddens my heart to the core when I hear about this news. What happens to her life now? Even though she may not know me but I am being strong for her and I want her to know that she is in my heart America stands right beside her and men like this should not be allowed prison. That's too good for them.

*smh*

I AM YOUR HERO!!

LOL THIS IS SOO SUPER COOL CHECK IT OUT!!

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I WANNA BE A MODEL!!! FORD CAN YOU HELP ME!!!!

Yes I said it. I'm 32 and people always think that I am a model. But I was sometime and that's because I was on the heavier side of life. NOW Since I think I can do this modeling thing now. I am gonna put up some pics of my sexy self and let the world see me for the beauty that I am. LOL! Oh yeah also I got featured on HEY FAT CHICK blog. Please visit the site.

You Just Cannot Poke and Pull Me

Have you ever felt in life that people will try to poke and pull you into something that you aren't?

I have been dealing with this all of my life and when I don't move the way that people think that i should be...things go uphill. Whatever. I like me feel good about who I am and who I am becoming and nothing is better than that.

I am moving forward with my writing creations and bringing out new superheros to light. I have started on a new journey about another graphic novel that I am excited to work on while I am finishing up with my first one "Dreams About Derek".

"Dreams About Derek" is picking up and just in mid-production. Even though I feel like I want it to just be launched today, I know that the more time and concentrated time is going to make this epic novel attractive to all eyes. And that is the message that I want to portray.

The website is going to be updated real soon, so please my readers just bare with me while I am making those changes and the ashcan will be available to read online. I am so proud of my of my work and so proud that I actually got it done. Now on this new adventure I know what to expect of myself. There is nothing better than self satisfaction in your life. Nothing like it and I want to keep on going with this momentum and never let it go. To all my dreamers. Keep dreaming and make it into a reality.