When "Old" Comes

When I say "when old comes" what I mean is the people that were once a significant part in your life that like to come back because they can see your potential success. Maybe they didn't see the potential in you before, but now since you have changed your life, they come back especially when the see the progress.

Ever since I was a little girl I have always wanted more. It was something that was going to happen when I felt the need to do it. Yes, I partied when I was in my late teens and all of my 20's but now things are different and I want MORE. I am striving on getting more and I am gonna let my bad grammar pave the way to my success. LOL!

But what I am talking about ladies and gents are old boyfriends and girlfriends. You know the ones that you used to cry over all the time, spent many of nights talking to your friends about them and pawning about any lil good thing that they have done and ignoring most of the bad things that they have put you through. The ones that broke your heart to pieces. But now since you have the right person in your life and someone who supports you and because your passionate about your life.... somehow they want in.

In the last week since my sister has been here visiting I have seen a couple of boyfriends that at the time didn't take me serious at all and now since I have been writing they have came out of their way just to tell me how proud they are of me, compliment my relationship and then on the sly say something to keep the convo going. I really don't like it what so ever and maybe I am still raw about it. I have always seen myself as a successful person even through the trails and tribulations of my life. I knew where I was going, where I wanted to be. I just decided to live a lil before I made any real decisions in my life.

I would always talk about the things that I have wanted with the old ones and just because they didn't see it, I saw it and that's all that matters. But what I didn't like was they didn't pay attention. When you are with someone you do want them to pay attention to you and what you think and believe even if they don't they can listen to you. My dreams were always big and I knew that I would do whatever it takes to be successful but I like to take my time. At this moment in my life I have the perfect person who understands who I am and I understand him and it's a great feeling when someone believes in what you do. (Thank you Mal)

The whole point of this post was just to get something off of my chest. But I am truly a lucky girl to have someone who is awesome to me and sees me and accepts me for who I am.